I’m still up and down right now. This morning I am a bit down. The triggers are strange and hard to predict so I never know when I’m gonna be sad or happy.
My brother is going to Montana today and I think that is just wonderful for him. I’ll worry myself silly about him getting eaten by a bear, but I reassured him that I would do it no matter what. I’m in full family fussy mode. Thank God, my BSIL isn’t traveling this week. I’d be beside myself. We will not discuss the nieces. I believe one is going north, but I think she’s taking the train, so I won’t be quite as fussy…..I think. I hope. Whatever.
I feel very strange admitting this to you, but I might as well. Since Mom has died I have been hovering around the family more. Poor dears. I’ll get over it, but for now they have to deal. So, because I am still up and down, I’m only going to post when I’m having an up day. This kind of posting is not what I envisioned my blog to be. I did want to share the soundtrack today, though.
My soundtrack for today? This is so totally Rachel’s fault, but worth it!!!!!!!
I laughed until I made myself sick. Have a good one!
oh crap, I nearly lost it on the floor too, laughing myself silly.
The triggers. mercy, yes. usually a crap shoot out of the blue leaving you pondering.. ’seriously?’. and occasionally ‘wtf?’.
‘full family fussy mode’ well put.
Just go with the flow, I know you will, there’s no denying Grief, Grief always demands its due. You will feel better for it.
XOXOXOXOX
Amber and I just about died laughing at this video. Of course I had to look up the original and show it to her first for a reference. I want this on my ipod. Today is the last day of school… Hooray! Hope you have a great week dear.
OMG no! I don’t think I can even watch. The title alone is enough to cause dismay! Hugs to you dear friend.
Hovering around your family is a completely natural reaction, I’d say. You’re in my thoughts.
Thanks for the giggle. I think I need a mop. HEEHEEHEE
I agree, it’s the strangest things that get you. Like my husband going quiet watching me put milk in my coffee, because the swirl from black to brown reminded him of how his dad fixed his. Or the smell of hay in summer that reminds me of my grandmother.
The video was priceless. Look what I missed by not having MTV when I was a kid! Thank you for the laugh.
Up and down is totally normal. Hang in there, Cindy! xo